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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Mobile, Alabama
Favourite genre of music: American and J-pop
Favourite style of art: anime (Hisashi Hirai mostly)
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Musicmatch
Personal Quote: Prepare for the real power sources to take over the world and destroy the fake power sources forever
My opinion about my life; Perfect=me being alive, not perfect=me being in the ground, DEAD.
As the year will leave us, I have reflect a lot over these past 12 months.  Despite that I now have a job, I still feel like that I am a piece of junk with no value at all.  My life has no value.  My ability to make friends is non existent.  Apparently, I cannot make any friends if my life is dependent on it.  I am so delusional, it is not funny.  I thought that I had some sort of magical powers to change the world.  That is completely wrong and completely stupid.  I do not have any type of powers to do so.  I need to be ultra more realistic with myself and the reality of the world.  I have to stop making plans that will never come into fruition.  No doubt, I will continue hating myself and punishing myself for not being a true human being.  I will continue designing fantastic machines and stuff like that, but they will never become real in any amount of the future.  With the way that I been feeling myself, I am not sure that I have much longer to live and get anything done that is really important.  Which also means that I can forget about getting married since I do not know how to get any women attention and stuff like that.  Also, this is my last journal, period.  Any problems that I will have I better keep that to myself since talking about it will never solve it.  I will not leave DA since you guys are great, but the only thing that you receive from hence forth will be my artwork.  I believe that this is the best course of action to do, to keep my emotions bottle up so no one will never have to worry about it.

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x1Kumiko-Chan1x Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch!
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ManbowARXIMUS Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch pal! I very appreciate it!
xNightStarxX Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanx for the watch
UnstableReactor Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the +watch, I really appreciate it. 
Danielle-SS Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
THX for the watch~! ;)
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SaariCorporation Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
Thank you for the deviantWATCH!
lenlenlen1 Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Professional General Artist
averybe Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the Watch! :la:
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