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United States
Current Residence: Mobile, Alabama
Favourite genre of music: American and J-pop
Favourite style of art: anime (Hisashi Hirai mostly)
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Musicmatch
Personal Quote: Prepare for the real power sources to take over the world and destroy the fake power sources forever
My opinion about my life; Perfect=me being alive, not perfect=me being in the ground, DEAD.
As the year will leave us, I have reflect a lot over these past 12 months.  Despite that I now have a job, I still feel like that I am a piece of junk with no value at all.  My life has no value.  My ability to make friends is non existent.  Apparently, I cannot make any friends if my life is dependent on it.  I am so delusional, it is not funny.  I thought that I had some sort of magical powers to change the world.  That is completely wrong and completely stupid.  I do not have any type of powers to do so.  I need to be ultra more realistic with myself and the reality of the world.  I have to stop making plans that will never come into fruition.  No doubt, I will continue hating myself and punishing myself for not being a true human being.  I will continue designing fantastic machines and stuff like that, but they will never become real in any amount of the future.  With the way that I been feeling myself, I am not sure that I have much longer to live and get anything done that is really important.  Which also means that I can forget about getting married since I do not know how to get any women attention and stuff like that.  Also, this is my last journal, period.  Any problems that I will have I better keep that to myself since talking about it will never solve it.  I will not leave DA since you guys are great, but the only thing that you receive from hence forth will be my artwork.  I believe that this is the best course of action to do, to keep my emotions bottle up so no one will never have to worry about it.

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lenlenlen1 Featured By Owner 5 hours ago  Professional General Artist
averybe Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the Watch! :la:
WheresAJacket Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thanks for the watch
LeandroSans Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
Namco-NintendoFan-88 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Student Filmographer
Thanks 4 watching! :)
Kuki-chama Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watchBlush 
Anaitsi Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014
Thanks for the watch :) (Smile) 
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Your Welcome and thank you for the watch.
The-Last-Gallifreyan Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+devwatch:
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Your welcome.
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