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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Mobile, Alabama
Favourite genre of music: American and J-pop
Favourite style of art: anime (Hisashi Hirai mostly)
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Musicmatch
Personal Quote: Prepare for the real power sources to take over the world and destroy the fake power sources forever
My opinion about my life; Perfect=me being alive, not perfect=me being in the ground, DEAD.
I know that I said that I will not write another journal, but I need to get this off of my chest.  As of this year, I no longer believe in hope because there is no hope for me.  My hatred of myself, not forgiving myself, and other stuffs like that is making me that there is no hope for me.  Also, I have giving up of being happy, because I know that is now impossible for me.  To make it worst, I do not believe that I will live for much longer.  In fact, this year could be my last year to be alive.  Unfortunately, I have not made any real contribution to the world.  My achievements mean nothing.  My mistakes will be remember for a lot longer than my achievements and will carry more weight than my achievements.  There is nothing that I can do about it.  That is all that I am going to say.


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Navarose Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the watch, it flies back! :la:
Nikarue Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015
Thank you for the watch ^^
LaurentSML Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch!^^
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Your Welcome.
fleurishot Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Your Welcome.
Metal-Man-X Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, thanks for the watch!
TimeMusic15 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
thank5 f0r th3 watch 
Reborns-Ang Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014
Thanks for adding me to your DeviantWATCH! :)
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Your welcome.
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