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GenesisStar20
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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Mobile, Alabama
Favourite genre of music: American and J-pop
Favourite style of art: anime (Hisashi Hirai mostly)
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Musicmatch
Personal Quote: Prepare for the real power sources to take over the world and destroy the fake power sources forever
My opinion about my life; Perfect=me being alive, not perfect=me being in the ground, DEAD.
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As the year will leave us, I have reflect a lot over these past 12 months.  Despite that I now have a job, I still feel like that I am a piece of junk with no value at all.  My life has no value.  My ability to make friends is non existent.  Apparently, I cannot make any friends if my life is dependent on it.  I am so delusional, it is not funny.  I thought that I had some sort of magical powers to change the world.  That is completely wrong and completely stupid.  I do not have any type of powers to do so.  I need to be ultra more realistic with myself and the reality of the world.  I have to stop making plans that will never come into fruition.  No doubt, I will continue hating myself and punishing myself for not being a true human being.  I will continue designing fantastic machines and stuff like that, but they will never become real in any amount of the future.  With the way that I been feeling myself, I am not sure that I have much longer to live and get anything done that is really important.  Which also means that I can forget about getting married since I do not know how to get any women attention and stuff like that.  Also, this is my last journal, period.  Any problems that I will have I better keep that to myself since talking about it will never solve it.  I will not leave DA since you guys are great, but the only thing that you receive from hence forth will be my artwork.  I believe that this is the best course of action to do, to keep my emotions bottle up so no one will never have to worry about it.

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:iconchaz4eva:
Chaz4eva Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you a lot for a watch!
It means a lot to me ^^
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:icongenesisstar20:
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Your welcome.
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:iconchaz4eva:
Chaz4eva Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:D
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:iconopgirl106:
OPGirl106 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you kindly for the +watch~
The gesture is very much appreciated. ^^
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:icongenesisstar20:
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Your Welcome.
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saina-chan Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you a lot for a watch :la:!
It means a lot to me ^^!
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:icongenesisstar20:
GenesisStar20 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Your Welcome.
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saina-chan Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:)
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DarkAudi1728 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Ti ringrazio per il Watcher! :) (Smile) 
Thanks for the Watcher (Google Translator)
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Crystal-Rosewing Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the fav!:hug:
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